The weather is really grey today. I woke up to the sound of rain, though at first I thought it was some sort of water leak. I think maybe the gutters on the building are full or something.
Haven’t written in awhile. I’m not sure I remember how. I’m also not sure yet whether this will be public or private. I assume few enough people read this that it’s private. But nothing on the internet is REALLY private.
Right now the boyfriend is still in bed and I’m on the couch watching videos on YouTube with my headphones on. Nothing really great, just beauty tutorials. Mostly sound to keep me company. Though I did just manage to find a video about a girl who lost a friend, and stuff about death is usually something good for me to avoid.
Oh ho. The monster arises. Maybe it’s time to eat my oatmeal and leave this pity party.